58th letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

Honeeeey, I miss you :(

Sorry that I write this on the letters instead of messaging you in Line because I don't want us to fight so I just write it here.

Honey, you know sometimes, I feel like I don't have a boyfriend 😔

There are times when I want us to play something in roblox but it feels like you are not always in the mood to try the games I want to play :( Sometimes, I just want us to chat before I go to sleep but I feel like you will just be bored talking to me.

I feel sad too whenever you ignore my messages. There are days that you don't read my messages for long hours :( I know that you are busy too but I'm sure that you go online and will be notified that I sent a message but I feel like you are ignoring my messages :(

I know I can become overwhelming too because I message a lot but I want to do it to let you know that you are in my mind even if my days get busy.

I don't want to feel this honey but I feel like I am just a second priority to you and your first priority will always be your friends :(

I am not asking you to give me attention everyday, I am not asking you to play with me everyday. I just want you to be present because you are my boyfriend, right?

Don't ignore my messages because it made me sad and worry, you can say to me "Mari, sorry I am busy today, I will read your messages later and reply" -- if you say this honey I will not be bothered and worried about you.

Because honey when I message you, I always wait for you to reply or even react. I just want your presence honey, that's all.

I hope I am not asking for too much :(

I love you honey, sorry if I am like this...