Eighth letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

If you will ask me, I am scared too.
Like what you said the other night that this might not be forever and despite the fact that I know that too, I am still scared...
I am scared that this might end too soon or that it will slowly fade without goodbye 🥺🥺
I am scared that I will wake-up one day to realize that we have become strangers and that as if our friendship didn't happen.
Thinking of that made me tear up while writing this :(

But, thinking of that "someday" will just ruin whatever is in the present. So I want to focus on the here and the now :) I want to cherish whatever time left I have with you, if there is still any.

Let's make a promise, Oliver...

I will only ask you to promise me the following and I will do the same:

(1) Please promise me that no matter what happen one day, you will not remove me as your connection in Roblox.

It's our only medium Oliver, if you remove me there, there's no way I can reach you. Even if one day, our play sched and chat becomes less and less frequent, I still want to greet you "Happy Birthday," "Merry Christmas," and "Happy New Year" next year. so please don't remove me from your connection list;

(2) Please promise me that we will still do our Christmas plan this December and the birthday plan in January, even if we don't spend much time playing these days, please let's make that two plans possible;

(3) Please promise that you will not leave my messages on read (if possible) because I will always wait for you, Oliver.

In return, I promise not to spam your inbox with unnecessary messages, I know that I always send you a lot of messages, I am sorry for that Oliver 🥺🙏. I promise that I will limit my message and invite to you. I will just message you once in a while instead of everyday so you won't get annoyed. 

I will limit my invites too and just wait for you to let me know once you have free time but please never obliged yourself to do that, I will always understand Oliver if you are busy and don't have time :)

(4) If we happen to accidentally meet in a game or a map without knowing, I hope you will still say "hi" to me.

In return, I promise not to join your map without permission. I will ask your permission if ever I want to join your game and if you say "no", of course I will respect that :)

(5) Please promise me that you will take care of yourself, Oliver. I don't want you to be sick. I know that this is hard for you to do sometimes but please try to take some rest if possible, your body needs that. I will always pray for your good health too 🙏

I hope these promises aren't too much to ask from you, Oliver. I hope you will consider these promises too 🙏🙏

Sincerely,

Grandma Mari :)