Third letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

I saw this one poem online and I don't know why it suddenly reminds me of you. Thus, I am putting the poem here so you can read it too :)

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UNTITLED

I wish I could hug you everytime you feel like no one is there for you,
Everytime the world feels too heavy,
Everytime the silence in your room feels louder than your own heartbeat.

I may not always be beside you...
But my heart is always with you.

I wish I could take away all the nights you've cried quietly into your pillow,
All the mornings you've woken up pretending you were okay
I wish I could remind you that surviving is also a form of courage...
And that every piece of you that kept going despite of the weight is proof of your strength.

One day the heaviness will lift,
One day your laughter will return like sunlight breaking through a long winter
Until then, close your eyes and feel me there in spirit,
Holding the pieces you can't carry alone

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I hope you can read this poem everytime you feel heavy or sad, imagine that this poem are words from a friend and that friend is me ^_^