33rd letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

I've been trying to listen to a lot of random songs lately and bump into this song. I don't know this song but when I hear it for the first time, I felt connected to the lyrics.

I want to share this song with you because the lyrics really describe how I feel...

I am like this "😞" when you are not around; and
I am like this "😊" when I am with you :)

Can I be honest with you, Oliver?

You know that I care genuinely for you, right?

You know that you are special to me, right?

You know that I am not asking for anything more or anything in return, right?

You know that I am here for the friendship too, right?

I know that you enjoy your time alone and that you are happy with temporary friendship as you said last time in the ballroom game, I respect that Oliver but please don’t push me away 🥺😔

Don't worry Oliver, I can be your silent friend in the background - existing while quietly rooting or cheering for you.

It would have been lovely to have you here with me seeing this moon together.

It actually felt sad sitting here by myself :(
Oliver, please remember that I will always reserve a seat for you in every mountain or any other map. Even though you were not there with me physically (via your ava), I always carry you in my heart and with that I can imagine that we are seeing all those beautiful things together.
Mahal kita, Oliver.

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SAD SONG by We The Kings

You and I
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall
With you, I'm a beautiful mess
It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song

You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I wanna hear
You're my favorite part of me
With you standing next to me
I've got nothing to fear

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song

I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song