37th letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

I want you to know that I appreciate all the efforts that you do 💖

Thank you for being warm to me at times and for trying to find new maps that we can play, I really enjoyed all of them especially the fast food simulator. I enjoyed them even more because I played those maps with you :)

Thank you for bringing me back to Daun because I really love the moon there, please know that I see your efforts on climbing back to Daun repeatedly so that you can be able to carry me there 🥺🥺

Thank you because sometimes I know that you get bored around me too but you still stay around in the game. Thus, I want to reassure you that it is okay with me if we can't play everyday because I know that you want to play with your other friends too and have some alone time for yourself :)

Sorry also if I am so slow in terms of getting through the game as I am easily overwhelmed, sorry for being clumsy and for always needing to be carried. I know sometimes it frustrates you too.

Thank you for being so patient with me 🥺🥺

I can see that you've been adjusting a lot for me too (walking slowly, playing the maps the you don't usually play, waiting for me for hours, deal with my overthinking concerns, etc.). I'm sorry for adding to your burden because I know you have your own personal internal struggles too.

Oliver, please know that above all, I want you to consider your needs first (like your need for rest, need for alone time, need for time in hanging out with other friends, need to do the things that you want, etc.). 

I am worried because sometimes I feel like you exhaust yourself trying to find different maps that we can try. I don’t want you to always end up tired, Oliver 🙏 I am okay to play the same map with you over and over again, I am already happy spending time with you regardless of what map it is. To me, your presence is enough regardless of new map or old map :)

Before you consider my needs, I want you to always consider your needs first, okay? :)

I love this restaurant's name :)