46th letter to Oliver

Dear Oliver,

I am sorry 🥺🥺

I am hurt but I know that you are hurting too, this time can we just consider us (me and you) first before other people?

I am scared too but I hope we can choose to still stay the same :)

We will still do matching outfits and I will always be happy doing matching outfit with you ☺️☺️

I think if there is something that will change, it would be our dynamics because I will act more like a big sis now :)

And the letters, don’t worry, you can still read all these letters here as I will keep this blog site accessible to you :)

I will still chat you sometimes in Line app ‘cause I will always be your Buzzy Buzzy Bee 🐝 but I will be a behave bee because I will not bother you everyday, I will just message you once in a while saying “Oliveeeeeer, can we play today if you are not busy, Boss 😉” 

Please know that I am not mad at you, I will never be mad at you no matter what we found out and no matter what happened.

Nothing will change, you will always be very special to me, you will always have a special place in my heart that no one can ever replaced. 

You will always be my Oliver, my Prince, my Mr. O, my Olifaster, my Henchman, my Boss.

…and I will always be your Marigold, your Princess, your Mr. G, your Marislow, your Mafia Boss, your secretary (and maybe your Mr. PoopGold? 😅)

So let’s keep the friendship, okay? 🙏🙏

Hope we can remain the same as we are before because I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable around me, you can consider me as your friend and as your big sis :)

I will always keep my promise in letter no. 8 ☺️☺️

…and even if we don’t see the moon in the night because of the darkness, it will always be beautiful because the moon stays even if we can’t see it all the time :)

…and the moon will always be beautiful with you 🥺💝

You will always be important to me no matter what or who you are, Oliver 💕

Sincerely,

Grandma Mari :)